The life of an artist

I have always been a very artistic person just like the people on Notting Hill escorts, but my girlfriend suppresses my creativity. We haven’t been together for a long time, but I feel that I don’t have time to do any of my artwork anymore. She always wants to go out but sometimes I just want to hang around and do some drawing.

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We are quite different people actually. She can never sit still, and I can sit for hours just observing something that I would like to draw or paint. She says that she suffers from Restless Leg Syndrome, but I think that isn’t true … I can’t see what chatting for hours on your mobile with a friend has to do with Restless Leg Syndrome.

Before I met my girlfriend, I used to do well from my artwork and sell quite a lot of stuff.  But now I don’t have anything to sell and I am also beginning to feel quite drained.

My girlfriend does not understand that I can’t afford the time to always pay her attention and be with her. As a professional artist, I do need to spend some time on my creative process, but my girlfriend suppresses my creativity. I have always found it hard to meet women, and I am glad I have met my girlfriend, but living together is more or less impossible. It must be difficult for her as well as she does not understand my work, and is not artistic at all. I have tried to show her different projects that she could get involved in, but she does not have the patience at all.

She always wants to go somewhere when she comes home from work, and the same thing at weekends. That just doesn’t work for me as I only work when I feel inspired. I just wish that she had a bit more independent life and did not need to feed on my creative energy. It is rather draining me at the moment, and I am not sure how long I am going to be able to keep this up for. It doesn’t help that she does not cook, or is very domestic, and it seems that she expects me to do everything around here.

I can now understand why so many artists live on their own, and do not have any live in companions. It must be a nightmare for the other person as well, but in my life sometimes the dishes just have to pile up in the sink. I grab a quick sandwich and get on with my working. Living and working to a fixed schedule is very difficult when you are an artist, and you need all your energy to create your works of art.

I have tried to explain to her that if I don’t work, I don’t earn but she does not seem to be able to see that. To her my work probably doesn’t look like work, but for me it is. My art college degree is just as important as hers, and my way of making a living is just as valid. My work is all about feel, and emotions, and is not always as white and black as her work. There are many grey areas in an artist’s life, and for an outsider they must be difficult to understand.